Monday, January 26, 2009
{ Monday, January 26, 2009 }
i miss the girlfriend very much but fate doesn't allow us to get together too frequently cause we'll both get too spoiled for choices of seeing each other every single day of our lives. also then, we won't really get to miss each other since we're always seeing each other right? well, i'm grateful that we'll be meeting up soon. i can't confirm when we can meet each other but i can promise that we'll be with one another before this week ends.
i have duty to cover tomorrow at Dieppe and that means i will only go home at 8 ++ in the morning on the wednesday. i hope i can fetch the girlfriend from school that day. i want to hug her. feel her kisses. be with her. hear her laughter. feel warm and safe in her arms. hear her constant naggings. bla bla bla .......
oh by the way, i'm still yearning for a laptop of my own. i want to buy it using my own money but it seems that the girlfriend wants to help me along the way to get what i want. her intention is good but for this, i really wanna get it on my own. with my own sweat. nevermind. we'll see how things will go. now, i'm financially tight with budget. especially what with the recession going on correct? so we'll take it slowly.
we fought a few days back and i can't believe the girlfriend compared me to her ex. i don't want to be compared to anybody that used to be in her life. i don't mind if she wanna use other people that are unrelated as examples but not him!!!???!!! hais. it's okay. though i can't forget about it, and i'm still hurt, i must try to put it aside or it will surely affect my relationship.
that's all for now readers. will be back soon enough.
cheers,
Adie Stitch a.k.a chekmong
