Monday, January 26, 2009
{ Monday, January 26, 2009 }
i miss the girlfriend very much but fate doesn't allow us to get together too frequently cause we'll both get too spoiled for choices of seeing each other every single day of our lives. also then, we won't really get to miss each other since we're always seeing each other right? well, i'm grateful that we'll be meeting up soon. i can't confirm when we can meet each other but i can promise that we'll be with one another before this week ends.
i have duty to cover tomorrow at Dieppe and that means i will only go home at 8 ++ in the morning on the wednesday. i hope i can fetch the girlfriend from school that day. i want to hug her. feel her kisses. be with her. hear her laughter. feel warm and safe in her arms. hear her constant naggings. bla bla bla .......
oh by the way, i'm still yearning for a laptop of my own. i want to buy it using my own money but it seems that the girlfriend wants to help me along the way to get what i want. her intention is good but for this, i really wanna get it on my own. with my own sweat. nevermind. we'll see how things will go. now, i'm financially tight with budget. especially what with the recession going on correct? so we'll take it slowly.
we fought a few days back and i can't believe the girlfriend compared me to her ex. i don't want to be compared to anybody that used to be in her life. i don't mind if she wanna use other people that are unrelated as examples but not him!!!???!!! hais. it's okay. though i can't forget about it, and i'm still hurt, i must try to put it aside or it will surely affect my relationship.
that's all for now readers. will be back soon enough.
cheers,
Adie Stitch a.k.a chekmong
Sunday, January 18, 2009
{ Sunday, January 18, 2009 }
internet reception is so poor at Pasir Laba Camp!!!
but still, there are prone to be pros and cons right?
the pro here is that i can save money ever since i attached to pasir laba.
cause my ezlink can withstand up to 3 to four days but
when i was still at Dieppe Barrack & Nee Soon, my ezlink always finish in less than two days. then i need to think and think how to get cash for my ezlink.
some more, it's already the year 20o9.
adult ezlink cannot contain less than 3 dollars.
i'm thankful that the girlfriend wants to help but i don't want her to think
that i am a burden to her. i already in debt of what she does for me.
i miss her so much though we only met yesterday afternoon.
i just hope that she will stop accusing me of having an affair with other girls
cause in my heart, there is only one name that i know i love.
and that name is nur filzah bte mohd fazli.
i know she is scared of losing me but i am also scared of losing her again.
how come i never accuse her of anything?
cause i trust her.
without trust, our relationship cannot be strong and faithful till the next stage-
which is engagement. i want to skip engagement can?
save money! just get married la!
hahahahah no la just jkg.
i'm sad about my problems.
i just wish that things will change for the better.
i want to be with her till eternity.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
{ Sunday, January 11, 2009 }
hie to all readers out there!
i'm sorry for collecting dust in this blog but like i said, i'm now attached to Pasir Labar Camp for at least a month with only a few off days to spare. even then, i won't be coming home as often cause of financial purposes. gotta save $$$. now, adult ez-link must at least have more than 3 dollars of value in it. very difficult to say nowadays. everything also rising. prices getting higher. recession punya pasal.
happy belated 14th month anniversary to feezady. i can't believe why we had to fight on the 14th, but it doesn't matter now. what's past is past, right. so about our competition (Volvo Ocean Racing), we got 1st. the second if i'm not wrong was NUS cheerleading squad. i will upload the video of our competition soon.
signing off,
Adie Stitchakk
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
{ Wednesday, January 07, 2009 }
Hie to all the ppl out there,
i be away for 1 month due to Some Ops...
get back to u ppl soon....
Cheers,
Adie Stitch a.k.a Checkmong
internet reception is so poor at Pasir Laba Camp!!!
hie to all readers out there!
