I'm Yasmine, a.k.a Adie A Taurus Who is born on the 14th May 1987. currently working at Certis Cisco Auxiliary Police Force as and Auxiliary Police but i am still on the look-out for other jobs, preferably anything to do with children's party hosting etc. other than that, life is mundane. nothing extra-ordinary about me. but what can i say? i'm just hoping life will take a turn for the better. Insya Allah.

Monday, November 24, 2008 { Monday, November 24, 2008 }

{ Monday, November 24, 2008 }


Hie to all the ppl out there,

Hey ppl i'm out of the hospital.... yipee... Now i can meet all my frenz... yesterday i went to meet my STICHAKOS... yeah.... i'm glad to see them but i quiet upset too.. cuz amy STITCHAKOS they had their probs. wit their relationship... haiz i wish i can help them... but wat to do...

Yesterday i also had fun with the fren i been saying all tis while in my blog. I can't help it when the fren keep droping her tears due to thinking of the person that the fren love very much... Man, i wanted to make the fren hapi... but i couldn't cuz i'm not the right person to do that.. I know where i stand right now... Ppl always say that i like to talk WORLD. So there is no used for me to council ppl. In the actual fact i do say it from the bottom of my heart wit my sincere heart & soul. I hope if that fren will wanna talk abt all the probs. to me... I RELI WANT TO HELP LIKE LAST TIME THE FREN HAV A PROBS. I juz want to see the fren smile again like i used to see for the past few years...

To tis fren of mine, if you read tis i do want to help you very much.. I don't want anythin in return... The only thing is i want to see U Smile & be Happy... I will pray to HIM on top. K.. Smile always... Today the fren suddenly miss call me...??? the fren ask me that weather i did top up the fren phone... but it wasn't me... The thing is i hope the fren is happy that the phone is back on line again... Hehex... I enjoyed hanging out wit U... U also make me smile... although my condition is not stable... Hope we be together again.... I reli miss the fun tyme we had together... hope to hear you soon...

Cheers,
Adie Indra Olsen
Stitch & Tigger

Friday, November 21, 2008 { Friday, November 21, 2008 }




Hie to all the ppl out there,

Today i'm sooooo happy, because..? That u all will noe sooner or later... Btw i again nvr update my blog last few days, due to i admit in to ICU again... When the Doctor do a routine check on me the found out that i had an internal bleeding cum some of my health probs. All tis prob is very critical & serious to me and to my health... Ya i miz my frenz.... As for the friend i mention on my last blog... i've yet to see her... but it's ok wit me i understand her situation but she did called me that day, the thing is i soo shock that she bother to call... I think i accidentally sent the my msg her instead of Raiha... damn my secret to abt her it as been blew her... in my msg i was typing Adiq I Miss Fee sooner after that she called me. The thing is i was happy to hear her voice, the sad thing she reli concern abt me health. The most shocking part of all is........... She told me that she's SINGLE........ Wat... I was hoping that..... ah never mind.... The sadness part i can't go for my SLEAGUE AWARDS NITE & WARRIORS NITE... that happen last Tuesday & Wednesday.... Ya Some more i i'm a award recipient for the Warriors Nite.. i got Fan Stars Award...

Ya the good news i was saying earlier on was i will be discharge in soon... If you guys see me around means i already discharge from hosp. By the time i discharge i wish and hope to see that friend of mine, i mean both my STITCHAKOS.... so that is the good news, the bad news is i'm still not mentally & Physically Stable yet.. i still have to do a regular treatment with machines in the hospital...

To all the ppl out there i hope that all of you are fine n hapi always...

last thing i remember tis word was given to me few month back...

Baby, eu promised me ehkkk i sorg jer taw pmpn pat lam idop eu! lagi dua bulan kite da setahun same2 biie! I LOVE EU AND NO OTHER BITCHES OUT THERE CAN HAVE EU!
Cheers,
Adie Stitch a.k.a Checkmong
(ShaDieFa)
Tigger & Stitch

Monday, November 17, 2008 { Monday, November 17, 2008 }

Hie there to all ppl out there,

It had been a long tyme i've not being in the blog. Rite now i'm in TTSH (Tan Tock Seng Hospital) I just recovered from my ops today at around 10.20am. But my head & body is still badly hurt. it had a been along sleep since the Ops that i went on 15 Nov. That day i felt upset no one wish me the best for my ops. except for Raiha n My Family.... Time 2 times i wondered where is the friend that did once said to me before... She said that I BE BY YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU GO FOR YOUR OPS & WHEN YOU OPEN YOUR EYES U WILL SEE ME... I felt upset by that when i ask my family did any of my frenz turn up on my duration of my ops. my mom said with her tears out that none of my frenz turned up... I got nothin to said by the way i'm using my cuz laptop juz to kill time in the hospital... btw My dad juz said to me earlier somethin that shocked me.... He said that i'm still not mentally stable... He said that the Doctor said to him that my family juz have to prepare the worst of me... Right now i'm scared to death... what is going to happen to me...??? None of my family wanted to tell me... Is there somethin that they don't want to tell...??? hmmm... If somethin is going to happen to me... like i said to raiha before i go for my ops. I wish to see that fren of mine before i go... seems like that my last wish will nvr be fullfield... Ya wat i got to do... She have her fun time with her Guy... I wonder i'm i bad enough untill the fren nvr repli my Msg...??? Hope she accept the B'dae present that i gave it to her... My life is getting miserable tis daes without my StitChaKos... I wish i nvr born in tis world... I just want my frenz back... whom used to make me smile and make me feel that i'm somethin in tis world... Lastly i've have to said before i shut tis laptop... It's my last wish is to see Nur Filzah before my Ops. I hope if i'm okey i wish i could meet up with her... just once that if she bother to meet up & she do treat me like her frenz... Whoever want's to visit me in the hospital... U guys out there can msg me ya...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008 { Tuesday, November 04, 2008 }

Today is 041108, Lives has been miserable this days.. i don't know Y? Maybe my the GIRLFRIEND is not by my side animore... Ya, yesterday the Girlfriend called me at 1845 hrs. She read my blog yesterday. she reli want to noe what happen & saw the other time. I don't want to tell her at first... but i can't stop it and have to tell her abt it. Cuz i don't wanna hear or see her cry... All i want is seeing her hapi. If i followed my feelings, i just want her to leave / DUMPED the guy... but i did promised her that i just wanna see her hapi, although i still upset abt it, cuz I Juz Want's 2 Owned Her By Myself. and nobody else.

The Girlfriend, did makes me cheer up times 2 times. It is reli meaningful to me i reli treasure it alot like wat we are used to when we are 2gether. Upon spoke to her she did said somethin that i did but she did not felt it. that is my love, sincerity, trustworthyness & understanding. I hav do my part the rest is up to her.. like i said on yesterday blog, I WILL LOVE HER & ONLY HER IN MY LIFE, NOBODY ELSES WILL REPLACE HER . No matter wat i takes to earn her respect & LOVE. Btw i will be looking on the special day that soon will come in few days time. but i also felt sadness in me when i have to leave things behind me when i on my Brain and Kidney Ops. Cuz the last time i went for my brain Ops, i Admitted 2 ICU in Comma for 2 Weeks, on top of that i had an Amesia. After few weeks i been transfer to Institute of Mental Health for nearly a Month. That's is why i Scared to fall in love at that time. To me Girls don't go for Crazy & Split Personality Guy In Their Relationship. That is why i felt quite sad, If my Sweet Memories will gone after the Ops. I will unable to remember the Girlfriend that loves so much like nobody elses own her.

My deraest Baby Manje, Syg I tk nk tengok u sedih apabila i'm away... Hope to see u Smile..
I always pray for ur Happiness when i'm away. I still remember u said tis to me:

Monday, November 3, 2008 { Monday, November 03, 2008 }

Hie to all the ppl out there, sori i have not been myself lately... those who noes abt wat happen 2 me lately. Don't be dispair.. i'm alright... ya rite as if i'm alrite... I'm only alright on the outside... but on the inside my Feelings, Heart, and my mind when to else where... I have not been myself animore... now i always felt so moody, emotional and not forgetting my Split Personalities... I reli miss The GIRLFRIEND, that i luv most. I Nvr Love Someone Like her before it is very Difficult for me to forget abt her... Lately i met up wit her but i can say anythin to her seems like my mouth was shut closed... But deep inside I WANT HER BACK NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES..... Ya Btw i Felt something not right with Her Relationship... seriously, I better not say it now.. One day The Girlfriend will see his Beloved True Colour & She will see it on her on eyes... As for me i already see it on my own eyes when i went to clubbing... so although i see it on my own eyes. It's better one day my beloved GIRLFRIEND see it on her own eyes...

Last But not least I be Gone for short while cuz im going for Operation on the 15 Nov '08 so just pray hard my frenz that i will be fine and safe. hope to post again soon...

Cheers,
Adie Stitch Checkmong...