again, i am terribly sick like hell!
potong steam :/


and there's supposed to be a latihan bersama this evening till late night at toa payoh central cc. unfortunately, there are only 4 people who can come for tonight's pergabungan. sad, but oh well. i spent quite a great time with dear and we had quality time together, until things got cocked up. cut things short, it's bed time for me. i am SICK SICK SICK and so is dear.

; feel better kebabai!! kau dudok situ pat rumah diam2 tkmo kluar kau phm?! aku sayang kau, kau takmo mcm2 ehk girl. see you tomorrow morning :)

ikotkan hati, i don't want dear to send me to work tomorrow morning- sebelom subuh plak tu! but she insists. haixxx! difficult lahhh dapat pompan degil cam ni. degil2 pn, sayang jgk kan?

pray i'll get well soon. there's a match tomorrow against the wellingtons at wo0dlands stadium. must chiong after work sia! pak you marnnn :(
get well soon sick couple :(

8 months of happiness, bliss, joy and love.
8 months of fights, quarrels, arguments and tears.
8 months of fighting away each other's fears.
all in all, it's been 8 months of being a beautiful couple who've created something out of nothing, and everything out of something....
i'm totally in love with you dearest.
and nobody else but you...
i don't know how you do it, but you've totally turned things around for me.

let's try cut down on those quarrels and silly little arguments we have at times, okay?
i promise i'll take care of us and the g0od name of feezady.
but you t0o have to play a part in this.
cause we'll work together, hand in hand.
.. like nothing can break the chain apart between us both, alright?
promise me that.
and never leave me stranded on my own.
cause i'll fall somehow. and then nobody will pick me up again.

i'm finally back from KL and just to keep you guys updated, I'll tell you who won yesterday's match.
wanna know who?
serious?
you'll regret tauu!
NOT Singapore, obviously.
so yea, that is why i was rather disappointed with that stupid (EXTRA ONLY) bloody penalty Selangor got. we could have won or ended the game with a draw, but oh well, luck wasn't on our side. better match next time yaw?
i hope so...
which reminds me, the next match falls on the 10th july, which is a thursday.
btw, it's held at the Yishun Stadium.
( fcuk; of all places!!)

dear and i got in contact through abang azmi's malaysian mobile number and early this morning dear called to say her dad wants me to sleep and rest at her house instead since i just got back.
but we'll see how lahh. i'm t0o tired, now that i realize that.
so i believe i'll go to sleep first.
ahh and yes. i'm at my house.
* dear, i'll call. once i wake up that is.
which, you should know, will take forever. so, take care & ilytm :)

KL here i come!
make my day a happy one and make it end just the way i want it to be.
just this once i'm really wanting my day to be a very happy and gereks one.
i promise i'll be g0od :)
and i'm uber happy i got to meet dear yesterday morning right before i packed for yesterday's NDP preview.
&& i'm so happy i saw my face on the big screen and also on the discount coupons that's inside the g0odie bag! YAY-ness!
it's just that, suey larhh last night cause i accidentally bumped into ma'am lama ..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeye * sticks tongue out * * inserts disgusted face *
of all people that i could have bumped into, why must it be HER?!
of all people in the entire singapore..........
tsktsk :/

it's the p5 NDP preview this afternoon and here i am, lying on my bed- sick.
i hate being sick. and i hate those doses of panadols i have to take.
&& i hate staying at home with nothing to l0ok forward to cause of my no-mood self.
it's the warriors' match tomorrow at KL and i want to get better soon.
i can't meet dear cause of my fever.
i've really no strength to walk out of my bed cause the temptation to vomit is really irresistible.
i'm not sure whether i'm going to the preview today, but i'm sure that's impossible!
i'm involved for goodness sakes. and now i can't seem to think straight.
to go or not to go. i have to. but i'm really effing sick.
am i?
yes i am. and that sucks.

i am fcuking stressed like 1246262371 times and i feel like committing suicide this instant.
i'm really going to burst and explode and ka-bab0om mampos!!
i don't know what will happen from now on since i really have no hopes whatsoever.
even if someone t0ok it, i don't think any of it matters.
all i want right now is for someone to stop my brain from exploding and give me back my wallet!
i have so many important documents in there and that's the problem!!
i don't think i can face this Sunday. i don't think i can face this weekend for God's sake.
so tell me what the hell should i do right now?
why is it like every time i try to make myself cheerful and free from all shits,
things like all these mepek2 stuffs prop up.
sucks big time okayyyyyyy >:[