Sunday, June 15, 2008
{ Sunday, June 15, 2008 }
being a kendarat at a wedding is very tiring. keeps myself busy so i won't menggatal i guess. LOL! anyways, yesterday's match was a devastating blow of 2-0 with Saudi Arabia winning the cup. i was at kallang and it t0ok me so long just to get back to bukit batok for the family function (maternal side of my family). i won't want to elaborate so much about the wedding function though, cause all i want right now is a g0od l0ng rest. there's work tomorrow and i just don't want to think about what will come. i take it as it's thrown at me. like it or not, 9 more months till i'm free from NS. i cannot wait. but i have to, unfortunately :/
; i need you to trust me with your heart. i need your understanding cause of the commitment i have in my life right now. i need you to control your jealousy. you're no control freak. just a jealous one. offended or not, i still want to show them that the both of us can make it in this relationship. nothing can stop us from making things happen, right baby? i just need you to open up to me about what YOU feel i should change on. i need this. there's so much r0om for improvement for the both of us. and i know you know that.
i hope you will change. i need this. i really do. and you should know there is no reason for me to cheat on you or do anything stupid behind you. just remember what i told you.
......................................................................
as for my life, things are still the same. only that i'm able to hide it better i suppose. no such thing as magic. i have to go through this once and for all. suffer first, enjoy later. that's what i believe. looking forward to the changes of things around me. i'll be the happiest lad if that ever happens. for now, i got to go. update might not be proper enough. but once i really got the m0od to post a g0od one, i'll feed you guys with updates of my life.
