Wednesday, May 28, 2008
{ Wednesday, May 28, 2008 }
i don't expect anything from you. at least not in the present. i don't wanna be a burden to you cause you've helped me a lot. baby dear, you should know i appreciate everything that you've done for me in the past 6 months plus. 7 monthsary is coming and i want our relationship to be stronger than how it is now. i know that is also what you wish for right dear?
i've nothing to blog about. just trying to keep this blog alive. thanks a lot to deq raiha too for helping me early this morning. if not for both you and my dear, i don't think i'll ever get to work. competition date is getting nearer and there's training tonight till 10 plus as usual. hope all goes well this 31st. i'm glad my dear is dropping by the competition to see us perform. but i'm still not sure what time she's coming over cause she just won't tell me. i suppose she wants to spy on me before popping up on me. well, that's my girl. never trust me. but still, i know she's just scared i'll flirt around right? and do stupid stuffs behind your back? so far have i done anything stupid behind you, especially if you come spying on me? no right? hah! told you i love you cicak!
something happened that quite saddened me a lot last night. i don't wish to go there again, but seriously, everything that happened wasn't as i expected. though i did tell dear once that i did have the feeling my phone's gone. well, it is! and for real too. how come? don't ask. stupid question, honestly. of course la someone sold it right? it won't run away by itself you know. that phone is memorable to me. to me, it's my lucky charm. sounds stupid but that's just what it means to me. it means a lot and it means everything. i don't know. i just guess that because of that phone, my problems won't have come up to me until it all became like this. it's too hard to explain how much it means to me but still, you should know. all the important datas. the project i've been working on. important contacts. me and my dear sayang's pictures especially! our 1st month. the 14th november pictures. all in there!! suey!!!
personal issues aside, i prefer having my old phone back. please let me have it back ........
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