Thursday, February 28, 2008
{ Thursday, February 28, 2008 }
i am in deep confusion.
stressed like hell!
and i'm in a very difficult position right now.
if only things didn't go this way,
life will be much more different.
on a lighter note,
i'm glad dear is not leaving me though i did tell her to.
i am just confused cause i don't know which of my commitments should i focus more on!
i have too many to bear.
bills are enough to make me go crazy!
i know how much of a pampered girl filza is
but i also hope that she understands.
i really need to work it out on certain issues in the meantime.
ya Allah, cepat lah ORD!
i want to find a stable job fast!
so many problems swimming inside my head but i have to keep mum.
i just have to be more patient and let time tell its story.
please let this obstacle be nice towards me.
i need to release this stress of mine !!!!!!!
even what i've written is not half of what of what i'm feeling.
i want to hold on to my relationship fast and strong
but will fate allow ???
i hope dear knows how much i love her.
