I'm Yasmine, a.k.a Adie A Taurus Who is born on the 14th May 1987. currently working at Certis Cisco Auxiliary Police Force as and Auxiliary Police but i am still on the look-out for other jobs, preferably anything to do with children's party hosting etc. other than that, life is mundane. nothing extra-ordinary about me. but what can i say? i'm just hoping life will take a turn for the better. Insya Allah.

Thursday, February 28, 2008 { Thursday, February 28, 2008 }

i am in deep confusion.
stressed like hell!
and i'm in a very difficult position right now.
if only things didn't go this way,
life will be much more different.

on a lighter note,
i'm glad dear is not leaving me though i did tell her to.
i am just confused cause i don't know which of my commitments should i focus more on!
i have too many to bear.
bills are enough to make me go crazy!

i know how much of a pampered girl filza is
but i also hope that she understands.
i really need to work it out on certain issues in the meantime.
ya Allah, cepat lah ORD!
i want to find a stable job fast!

so many problems swimming inside my head but i have to keep mum.
i just have to be more patient and let time tell its story.
please let this obstacle be nice towards me.
i need to release this stress of mine !!!!!!!

even what i've written is not half of what of what i'm feeling.
i want to hold on to my relationship fast and strong
but will fate allow ???
i hope dear knows how much i love her.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 { Wednesday, February 27, 2008 }

Labels: BETTER BEHAVE IN CAMP K.

Saturday, February 23, 2008 { Saturday, February 23, 2008 }

Thursday, February 21, 2008 { Thursday, February 21, 2008 }

love is like the ocean.
at times its waves can be real calm
but at times, it can be fatal.

this goes to show without saying that the nature of love is having ups and downs along the journey.
nomatter how hard you try to preservere,
if both you and him/her are fated to have a fight or quarrel,
you can't stop it. da memang takdir korang bertengkar, you can't dodge it and run away from it.
you can only try our best to make things better and make up for it.

sometimes your relationship can get out of hand
but that does that mean you will fall straight on your bottom and then,
that's the end of it?
true, if it's fated, be it. it is fated.
but with your own initiative to stand up again and make things right, though just as friends,
things can get better- God willing.

Monday, February 18, 2008 { Monday, February 18, 2008 }

you make me smile like i mean it baby :)

i don't really have much time to update about today but all i can say is that, i had a great time over at dear's house, playing psp with baby and her bro, faiz.

i'm hungry and i want to eat up first okay. maybe i'll update tomorrow or whenever i'm free. there's practise tomorrow. hope botak comes. i want my warriors shirt back! and reminder to baby! ; don't forget to take back your warriors shirt at your nenek house okay?

happy lah baby cooked for me late lunch today. she knew i was starving so she cooked something up for me. thanks ya?

** orang tu kna punk'd kape tadi pat phone?! hahahahahahahaha! lol :P

Labels: babe, janganlah angkat telephone babe ... LOLX

Sunday, February 17, 2008 { Sunday, February 17, 2008 }

boredom striked, so here i am, entertaining you people with my rantings.

so, a quick update on yesterday ...
i couldn't go for kompang- as usual. luckily mama, abg saidi and kak shah never come. i thought i wanna ask my fwen to cover duty for me next saturday so i can go for kompang- atleast this once! pathetic how seorang ketua khalifah can't even attend his own practises! gee :/

before competition, i went over to darling's house and used the comp there. i know confirm she mad at me for messaging ma'am lama .. but dear, i assure you, me and her nothing more than just an ex. you know you the only one for me right? nobody else can replace you. i've always been saying that to you. you trust me don't you ?

ahh bugger.
i want to go back to sleep. meeting abg azmi at 1.60 at the stadium later. performance at jalan besar. thanks ya for the taxi ride last night abg! oh and yes, girlfriend met him for the first time yesterday. she was scared of his doink fierce face! hahahaha ....... ape saje je!


.......... why am i always taken for granted?
why don't they ever appreciate whatever i've done for the team?
i keep myself mum all these while ...
but nothing seems to make a difference.
things will change, right?

Sunday, February 10, 2008 { Sunday, February 10, 2008 }

Sunday, February 3, 2008 { Sunday, February 03, 2008 }

my shedule's been tight lately! if only i can split myself into many many parts, confirm i can get alot of things done at the same time seyy! so far everyday is a working day for me. covering duty after duty, attending training after training ... i can't even make it to kompang on saturdays like how i used to cause of my tight shedule. skarang wakil kompang aku adelarhh matair aku! hahahaha .. thanks ya Bie ..

and not forgetting.
apologies for not posting lately ohok! like how i've explained, i've been too damn busy larh! i won't be IN singapore from 090208 to 150207 cause i need to go to Tekong with fellow campmates ... that means i won't be able to spend time with my dearest beloved during our 3rd monthsary and not forgetting- VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

hopefuly everything will end soon! can't wait for march 20o9 as i will be having my ORD then ... BUT! have to wait for so long liao! where can tahan like that?! me and dear also spend time lesser compared to during the nov and dec holidays last year ... i hope we can turn back the clock! so we'll get to spend more time together. but i know larh kan ... commitment is still commitment. turning back the clock is also impossible so what to do kan? i just hope dear can wait til next year march. insya'Allah, our fate together will be everlasting. i don't want this relationship to fail like the others. not comparing or anything larh ... but i want her to be my last love. can???

da larh!
i babble too much kan? nevermind. now also i want to go to sleep but first, must call dear! hahaha .. i did told her i will be calling. just hope she haven't fall asleep yet. this IS sunday! and she falls asleep as and when she likes to :/

kk larh ... chalo :)